Dead as dead can be in 2023

  • July 30, 2023, 3:47 a.m.
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I’m not doing well.

I’m just not doing the right thing.
I know what it is.
It’s within my ability.
I think.
Maybe I just feel more comfortable disappointing.
Maybe nothing will ever feel as good as my jeans losing two sizes.

SHUT
UP.

this can’t be all of me.

What if I died like this?
“Here she lies, two sizes smaller....soon to be skeletal.”
Congratufuckinglations.

That’s not even all of it.
Not close.
I can’t make my brain stop long enough to even know.

I want to be able to feel comfortable in a room
I want to accept who I am

I want only the impossible


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