Here's where I say I know I haven't been on here much. I have over 100 updates in my bookmarks, and I'm gonna tell you right now, I'm not going to try to catch up. One of the reasons I haven't been back, is because I knew I'd be overwhelmed with how many people I need to catch up with. Sorry.
Life, on the surface, looks good. Justin is about to complete his second semester of college, he's doing great in his job and is being noticed by the right guys to further his career.
He and I are fine.
The kids are nearly done with their school year. Loads of opportunities to teach and correct. That's the nice way of saying they have been a bit on the hellacious side with most of their attitudes of late.
Me? I have been consistently battling depression. I say consistent, because I can nearly predict when the next episode will hit. And because of this, I spend the few weeks in between preparing for when I won't want to do anything. When I CAN'T do anything.
The apathy is troubling, on the backside. During? Yeah, not so much.
Irritability is also troubling.
Took a test online and it said I might have bipolar disorder, but I don't think I do. I think the very active bit of my time is when I am consciously deciding to take care of business, in preparation for when I can't/won't.
Meh. I'm tired of living like this. I have contemplated birth control to help even out my obvious hormonal highs and lows, but I doubt I'd be able to afford that anyhow. Or whatever.
Just whatever.
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