Being held responsible in New Beginnings

Today is the day, the day that I start putting things behind me. I have let myself go over the last three years, and I want to get back on track. I keep saying that I will get myself together, but then I will do it for a few days and then give up for months. I need to just "keep moving forward", and not give up. I need to do this for myself. I need to do something for myself. I will lose the extra baggage I have been carrying around. As of today I weigh 189.6lbs and I want to get down to 130lbs. I would like to do it before we go on vacation next summer. We will be going down to Florida for our family reunion but we are also going to discovery cove and I am more than excited. So tomorrow morning, I better get my butt out on a run in the morning. So I have a small goal for myself because I have not even hit a 10 pound loss yet. Ever. So my goal is that I want to lose ten pounds by September 22. I know its a small goal but with starting back at school on Monday and never hitting a goal before I want to start small. So wish me luck and I will check back in tomorrow!