There was a break up. in 2022

Not how I expected it to go.

I am polyamorous. I accept and welcome other relationships. However, I expect transparency about such things - especially when I’ve been encouraging it for months. Some of the things he said in the last week of being here make so much sense now.

I can’t write out… I’ve been processing my rage and anger about the lies for a week. He’s claiming all was shared appropriately.

Always an asshole in a breakup. I’m sure I am the asshole in his eyes and he for sure is the asshole in my eyes.

I blocked the narcissistic fuck on fet. Though, the girl he’s going to ‘long distance’ (LMAO) with is a leader in the community and I follow her. So, of course I saw a photo of them together today appear in my feed.

While I do not hold her responsible for communicating with me, she knew all about me, blah blah blah. I just don’t want to have it in my face either.

Maybe I just expect too much from people.

Hope he chokes on dicks. A large bag.

In other news, my garden is doing well. And another man is being interviewed for an actual “submissive” with me. How lovely for me.