Judgement.
Opinions.
Everyone has problems. Everyone has skeletons. Everyone makes mistakes.
Unfortunately, everyone also has their opinions, too.
I had an affair, true.
Some people are acting like I raped, tortured, and murdered a dog.
Did I cheat on you? Why do you care so much? Fucker!
Anyways!
Day 2 of separation. We were rather friendly with each other until night hit. Hate and rage came out with a fury. It's difficult. Part of me knows I had it coming, but the other part of me is like no, fuck that. Pick a mood and stick to out, and dont call me until you figured it out.
I know the past is the past.. But I'm tired of him playing the victim. He is so prefect and just doesn't get how I could stoop so low.
I don't want to be this person.. But I'm tired of being the ONLY villain. And it's my diary, so fuck you!
1) 3 weeks after we got married he tried to have an affair to get back at a drunk dude who hit on me. (Said girl was said dude's mistress)
2) Went on a serial, cheating spree on CL with multiple women, without condoms while I was visiting friend out of town.
3) Sent my naked pictures and videos (more than half taken without my knowledge) to strangers on some sex site under fake email. When confronted, he deleted everything so I couldn't see.
4) On a plane ride across the country, during holidays on a trip to meet his family for the first time he picked up a married chick while I was sleeping... With our youngest in his lap. Talked to her late at night for a couple weeks. Then treated me like shit, along with his family, because I saw that as a problem..
These are just some points. This is of course only half the story.. Because I'm not perfect and I did some shady shit too. But that's my point exactly... I'm not the only villain in this relationship.
Fuck me? No,fuck you!
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