So today, I have an empty credit card because it is paid off in full and I am just waiting for the monthly bills to come trickling in, and I saw something on ebay that I just have to have so it bought it, (was only $6). So now it's just about researching some more stuff, and going over to Starbucks across the street for a cup of coffee. I broke my carafe last Saturday right after I washed it clean. Slipped right out of my hand, and so now I'm out of a coffeemaker. But I have my kettle and I am part English so, I just have been going with the kettle. Walking up here though I started thinking that I need to just get a whole new coffeemaker. I will get one in a couple of weeks. As far as my Bible studies, I am in the book of Numbers right now, and it's all about the statutes and the people that The Messiah brought out of bondage from Egypt. In reading through this book, I cannot even begin to understand how they would find the capacity to complain to The Lord, considering what they were brought out of.
Good news!!!. I checked my credit score and oh my goodness lol! It has gone up a bunch of points because I have been paying off my credit card balances way before it's come due. I can't believe that this is actually happening and I just offer praises and glory to The Father. Amazing, just absolutely amazing I don't know what else to say. It is been my faith in Him that has done this, and nothing at all that I have done on my own that has gotten me here. I am going to be moving to Missouri next 01 May. I probably will buy a new to me truck next year to help further my credit along.
This is all coming together, but I am ready for all that He has in store for me. It's about love honor and negotiate. That's on a sign that hung above my Late Wife's andmybed. It's the only thing that held me together after The Lord called her home when my hands were in hers in the hospital bed. Forty four is a hell of a time to have something like that happen to a man but that's life as The Lord has it planned for us. Now for me, it's about trusting that He has a good God fearing, God centered Woman for me to find one day, and maybe a little Daughter to raise. I wanted that with Susan but she had female problems when she was younger and that wasn't possible. I find myself imagining what she looks like, what she's doing today, if she's thinking of me. Those types of things are in my thoughts now. I've got a lot of living to do that I just want to share my heart with a woman with. It will all work out unto His glory, I trust Him, he's all I have. Cheers, Cbj
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