Stagnant in Everything

I’m sitting at work on a Friday afternoon, it’s about 4:00, there are only 3 of us here. There is an off-site company outing going on. I was feeling a little to disgruntled to go. I bought a 6 pack when I went out to lunch, brought it back and am sharing with the 2 other unfortunates that work with me. It’s also my birthday.

I’m feeling stagnant. I think that’s the word that describes my mood and general feelings right now. I know it will pass and I know that there are things I can and should be doing to feel better but right now I’m just stagnant. It’s probably a good thing maybe it will motivate me to kick my own ass and jumpstart my life.