Ah, if I may ask, is it that you want to be thin? Or to be healthy? There is a slight difference, and with the better mind set of one, sometimes it makes things easier. It is an understandable goal. I want to be 'thinner' but it isn't purely for the thin sake. I aim for healthy. So I can move around with ease and such. Why do you feel like you are going in the wrong direction? Maybe it's a step forward without you realizing.