july 28 in twenty-eight

I had a rough day today, and then a really sweet thing happened...roomie came to therapy with me. I never expected it and it was so nice. I don't think he was comfortable to be there, but I was just glad he was. It kind of turned quickly into couples counseling and I doubt he will be back, but it was just...I don't know the word.

I'm also getting a free piano. I have to hire movers to get it to my house, and I have to have one key fixed and it probably needs tuned. But, it's free.

I wonder why bad things can happen. Bad things happen all the time. And the weirdest thing is that the same bad thing can affect me so differently at different points. Last year I couldn't function. This year it's just a fact. Not an easy one to accept, but I can't change it. Maybe that's just growing up.

Sorry this entry is all over the place.