5 Love Languages in Starting Over

....is what I am reading now. (hence the title.) I just ran over to the book store and picked it up. I am hoping that I will start on it tonight. My therapist wants me to read it and Keith to read it. She thinks that this will help our marriage. I am NOT saying that it's in trouble, but it will make us realize the little things in life that we have BOTH been doing wrong or maybe neglecting. :)

I am really excited about my therapy session this week. I feel that i have a lot to tell her and I feel that when we can get my meds straightened out I will be a better person than what I am now. I am just really tired of the crying and not understanding why. I am tired of the irritation and the agitation. I am ready to be ME again!!! I am not so sure who I am anymore, but I can't wait to find out. I just want to be the person that God wants me to be. I want to be the "perfect" wife, daughter , friend, cousin, etc. I know that we will never be PERFECT, but better than I am now.

Deep thoughts................