I’ve been writing but not posting. Putting FULL entries down and just deleting them. Why? I found them blah. Yesterday, I wrote about 100 words about my new obsession for the theme song of season 2 of White Lotus. No words, just like electro-slow Italian music. I am not sure how else to describe it— well, I guess I shouldn’t have deleted the entry.
I’ve been struggling a bit recently. And hiding it from G. That’s the worst part. There is no reason for hiding, just feel like my brain is a bit much sometimes to handle for me. I cannot imagine what it would be like for someone else. I get in these moments where I feel like I got it all handled. But I don’t and then I’m like overwhelmed from being “normal” and sort of crash. It’s not like a crash but it’s like I need a break from go, go, going.
Sometimes I think the shows I watch produce anxiety in me. G and I binged “Beef” when we got back from AC. And that had all the nerves. Interesting show for sure, but I thought I was going to have an anxiety attack the whole time. I really thought it was from the drive home (the crazies on the highway get me all wack-a-doodle). But it ended right when the show did.
I guess this is it for another lame-o entry. Maybe I’ll pop in later.
My lyrics game: White Lotus season 2 Theme
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