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Last Friday class went on party, I went to a maths class before coz B told me he was going to but he didn’t appear so I got really mad but it was fine.
Party was cool af but I was kinda drunk in the physical sense, I could think perfectly clear but I was dizzy n stuff tho I remember everything. I gave B a kiss coz he told me I owed it, we didn’t do anything else tho, he was actually hooking w Anika (Marco didn’t come to the party, and that made me really happy). I don’t regret pretty much anything I did coz I was conscious but I do regret looking dumb or goofy or anything coz I was drunk.
Yesterday was maths at gr, I had a pretty decent (my first) hangover but it was kinda fine. I stayed there for lunch and stuff and socialising w those people but it didn’t go well and it was uncomfortable, I had to come back on bus and I didn’t have fun at all but at least I’m proud I tried and learned and all that stuff.
Today I went to the beach and cleaned it n stuff w some class people for cas, I did have some fun there. I went on a car w Francis, Ines and Marta and they told me stuff bout them and I think im overall going better on this relationships w school people (I talked a lot to Nacho, Anika, Anna and some more people on the party). Anyways, I went back home and wanted to be productive but it wasn’t possible. I just sent reels and watched reels w B in call. I’m in rn and he just sent me a video of me in the party dancing the Rauw thing, I thought I did decent but I didn’t, I almost felt on the guy I did it on top of (Saul, he laid on the floor under me and I did that, and then same w B, we both fcked Saul it was cool and humbling) coz I had no strength on my arms. Well, I’m extremely tired and wanna sleep and wanna watch all that video of me and cringe and feel humble.
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