Roller Coaster in Clarity!

Well after the last few days. I realized that I have really matured. I have had many chances to just be my normal bitchy self but I have grown tired of the aftermath. Now I just let people talk and I listen. I learned to have more patients to and that even though my feelings deserve to be heard sometimes karma just has my back. Everything seems to be heading a a different dirrection. Yet my lack of excitement is nothing but excusable. I have been through a lot and to many roller coasters. This time I am going with the flow. It weird to think about where I was a few months ago and how much I have grown in such a short time. Off medication, starting my career on a good foot, even scheduled a mini vacation. Going to visit family since the plane ride is about the only thing I was able to afford. I am just looking forward to more positive things going on in my life. I take the bad roll with it until it just pops back off and continue to move forward. I have a feeling big things are going to happen and I cant wait to see. For now i am just enjoying the ride. Wish me luck!