I've slipped into a deep depression lately. Haven't had one this bad in quite some time. Getting out of the house is hard. I went to some bills yesterday ... got home around 2:00 .. crawled into bed and stayed until about 6:00.
It's such a chore to do anything right now. Oh, I try, and I put on that "happy" face (mostly ... mostly).
If I don't find some way to boost myself up a bit, I'll be unemployed, then things will really get bad. Eh, I'm sure I'll be able to spring back pretty soon.
But there are those days, hours when I just feel like dying. I think about it some, but push it aside and think about something else. It's not a desire to die, it's a desire to feel something other than this.
Well, just needed to put some thoughts somewhere.

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