I am between 5-6 weeks pregnant estimated. I have been having lots of nausea. So far I haven’t had any cravings that I know of. I remember peeing on a Dollar Tree pregnancy test because I found it odd that I was bleeding when I was supposed to be ovulating. The second line was very faint so I went out and bought a digital test. When the test turned positive I just sat there and cried. I have been with my husband since 2013. We got married in 2018. We decided long ago one of us must be unfertile. How wrong we both were.
I went into my husband work. His friend Emily was recording us. I told him I can’t do cat litter anymore. He asked me why not upset. I told him I bought something very expensive. He said show it to him. I told him it will take months to make it here. Hubby closed his eyes and I handed him the pregnancy test. He ran from behind the table gave me a hug. We both began to cry. Emily admitted she recorded his reaction. He was mad at his best friend knew I was pregnant before he did. I wanted the happiest moment in my husband’s life to be recorded.
That night I went to pee and began to bleed. Me being inexperienced at pregnancy panicked. Hubby was playing videogames. I told him I am bleeding. We rushed to the hospital. They checked the baby. It was implantation bleeding. They said it is fine.
Earlier yesterday I ran into my best friend Tella at the mall. She was shopping at Bath and Body Works. I had her boyfriend bring her out. The smell was overpowering I wanted to vomit. I handed her my pregnancy test and screamed jumping up and down hugging me. Earlier she was petting my stomach excited. I told her I am not a petting zoo get off of me. I hurt her feelings she cried. I told her it’s the size of a sesame seed I don’t know what she is looking for.
My friends and mother is excited. My husband and I are very scared. He is very attentive and affectionate. He is already picking baby names. He doesn’t like any names I like. I guess we got around 8 more months to figure out his or her name.
I go to the gynecologist on Thursday. They are going to check my hormones. I am 36 years old. I really thought I would never be a mother. I guess I am a high risk pregnancy.
I don’t know what medicines are safe to take or foods that are allowed. I have been googling a lot. I keep waiting to wake up. I never thought I would be pregnant.
I am going to try to find a new pairs of pregnancy pants. As long as this pregnancy goes according to plan I should be a mommy in November. I am so terrified.
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