23:36
Kinda tired, didn’t train yesterday. Instead I went and spent a few hours w Noa, Cin, Andrea and Jimmy. Sonia wasn’t there. That group doesn’t feel the same, the 3s are no longer there, I still like them but that made me feel kinda sad. I’ve been kinda down these 2 days. The good thing, B called me at night and we talked and stuff. He fell asleep mid call and I did the same. I had never slept as well as last night, he said the same. I loved it, almost as much as laying my head on his and sleeping on a car. he just sent me an audio
Anyways, went to maths this morning (because B was going) and felt stupid coz things were very difficult, what a weird feeling. Got the subway to come back home and did nothing the whole day. Chickyparty olayin to get me some energy caz I’m asleep, gotta train tomorrow morning and I don’t want to. Felt ugly lately, wanna cut my hair and all that kinda thing.
I think that’s it, Imma try and write less.
23:42
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