23:25
Day was normal, I am extremely tired yet I wanna talk to B. Got not much to say, I got a few crisis and attacks and wished B was next to me, but they weren’t severely bad, I’m a bit better that a month or 2 ago. I am currently scared bout getting bored of B, stopping loving him and hurting him or being a load to him in any way without wanting it.
I’m finishing exams finally.
I wanna go burn sum w him, I’m all bout him lately. I also wanna get prettier, I still haven’t lost all hopes of being slightly comfortable w my body at some point.
I’m almost sure I’ll ask for a guitar for my birthday.
I might even cut my hair short, idk, I’ll ask more people adn wait if I like it longer.
Don’t feel like writing at all lately.
I’m a bit sick, just tired.
I still suffer that unstoppable tiring feeling. Just living takes away my energy, so I need to recharge by doing nothing, it’s something pathological. I’d say the exception is going out w people I actually like (friends, or B who I hope might be more than just a normal friend), I enjoy it a lot and then I recharge myself at home.
23:30
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