22:45
Feel bad coz I did literally nothing the whole day. Literally. Nothing.
I wanna talk it w B but don’t wannabe bother him but I also have to receive and not only give but I don’t feel like thinking.
Philosophy was not as bad as yesterday, but not as cool as last month, I mean, it’s cool, but that’s it.
Didn’t really get a huge existential crisis but I did feel bad. I ate a lot.
I wannabe do gym but I have no energy it feels hard.
I’m try a be the greenest flag I can w B. He told me today (after sending 47 reels, I watched each and every single one) not to change ever. He always tells me he loves me, I gotta tell him too. I’ll wait for him for as long as I have to. If I still love him, he’ll hopefully realice how much I love him. If I no longer live him (romantically, I’ll always be his friend) then I win coz I don’t need to date him. I’ll just wait and wait even if it hurts.
Exams are making me anxious, tho I am for none of them. I really think I will fail history (it’ll be my first failed exam). It makes me anxious as well.
I did many internet tests today that was it.
Hopefully tomorrow will be better.
Felt a bit ugly.
Don’t feel like writing.
Looking forward to this weekend’s camp.
22:50
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