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Fast.
Getting up was awful, but the day wasn’t so bad. Class is getting hard but as lwys I can take it. I read a few cards today, it’s getting kinda harder but I like that practice.
On school, pretty good. Couldn’t talk much w the Nacho, J and stuff group coz I wasn’t much there, but they did talk to me, that was awesome. They mentioned I dance like a God, that upgraded my self esteem ngl. I feel like everything is going to better. I even contacted Marcos (yes, that one childhood friend I haven’t seen in like 7 years)(through B, conservatory) and he’s hella different person, but I’m glad I could talk to him.
I went w B for the afternoon (like 2 weeks ago). We bought some stuff for physics experiments and talked bout things that hapenned. He literally told me all his romantic life. A 08 ex 3 years ago and his current affair (I don’t know if it’s a guy or a girl). I loved to hear him talk. He also complained bout his family, and I loved it as well. I’m literally some kind of butler friend and I love listening to him and being w him. I’m pretty sure he don’t like me at all (he mentioned a few times he wanted to hook up w Marco, who also hapenned to hook up w his ex last Tuesday goddamn) but I never lose hope. Even if we don’t date, I love seeing him. He told me to hang out some day and burn stuff, it’s the first time I’m asked to do that and I’d love to.
Small discovery, I kinda refused B to have my first kiss coz he’s kissed so many people it would be like an achievement to him (from my toxic pov), and I kinda don’t want him to achieve something through me. Idk if I explained myself. Anyways, that’s stupid and I should’ve noticed before. If he ever asks me again, I’ll kiss him.
I got home at like 22:00, and I had to prepare stuff n shi. I wanted to do gym w but there ain’t no way. Not even stretching I’m dead. I’m tired of everything, I hate homework and I love him. I’m listening to bubblegum bazar. Excited for camp and I wannabe burn stuff.
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