23:32
Omfg what a day. It was just so much fun.
It started q me having a breakdown coz I didn’t know if I’d actually go w anyone to the con and I just stayed asleep-awake till 10. I just dreamed of getting messages of different people to go.
At 10 or so, B called me and told me he was there, and asked me where I was, I told him I was going. I got super fast and jumped on the bus to get there asap. I had so much fun w S, B, J, Ing and Nacho the whole day. I don’t know if it was as cool as last year w the 3s but it was definitely pretty good.
B was down for a while, said he was feeling 5, I turned into a comfort machine/cheerleader/simp/father. Idk, I was just next to him, talking and telling him to be more 2 or 8. We danced (Just Dance was the mvp of the day, we danced so much my whole body hurts) and he felt better, he told me he actually had fun later, I’m really happy for him now.
I almost didn’t talk to anyone apart from the (I mean I didn’t message the 3s or anything) and I felt kinda guilty, I don’t want us to fall apart but we are already a bit more grown up, if I can express it that way.
I’m really down for B, but I was kinda comfortable with the whole group. I still can’t help but feel like I just sticked there without permission but I’m convincing myself it wasn’t that way. Overall pretty cool day.
I was idealising and wishing B hugged me more or even kissed me (he hugs S and J a lot for example) but nothing happened. I’m getting closer w that group and it makes me extremely happy. I just hope we talk at school tomorrow n stuff. I didn’t feel too bad bout my looks today, my cosplay boosts my self esteem.
I don’t wannabe get up tomorrow, I was planning to watch SNK that just came out, but I might even just go to sleep coz im destroyed.
Actually, I’ll watch it to make time so maybe B talks to me. Anyways I gotta watch more anime n stuff too.
Let’s see how everything goes tomorrow. Now, I’m looking forward to the gr camp next weekend, hopefully I’m in B’s room.
23:41
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