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Gr was kinda great actually.
Freakcon was not too good. It’s not like it was horrible, but it wasn’t nearly as fun as last year. Noa has new friends and even a boyfriend, and Sonia even talked bout how she doesn’t feel like needing anyone, and she also has new friends and doesn’t like events so much. I couldn’t help but think that my cosplay-and-event days are over, cox it kinda felt like it ngl.
I still don’t know nothing bout tomorrow, they haven’t talked to me and I don’t wannabe push them at all. If they ask me tomorrow I’ll go w them, but I might just do the paripe and go anywhere just to forget the humiliation of those 12 bucks I anxiously spent.
I really wannabe go q them, but again, I don’t want to squeeze into there and maybe going jojos is too weird.
My legs really hurt and I don’t feel like starting school Monday. I was having a decently good day but I always gotta go down at the end damn.
I can’t stop thinking about B, he’s just everywhere.
I am always sleepy it’s not normal.
Have no energy for reading or watching anything. But again, I had that reading crisis coz I’ll never be cultured if I don’t read.
It’s like I could be a lonely, cultured and misterios guy or a carefree young spirit and I want the best of both options, that avarice really there.
Didn’t actually make friends apart from gr which was very good.
I feel very cold lately.
I wannabe take B for a walk at night w ice cream. I’m sick and I can’t stop thinking bout him.
I felt kinda ugly today, not my worst day, just normal bad.
***B just sent me something, he might have come back from that trip, if I can get to ask him bout tomorrow it’d make me the happiest I’ve been for a long while. Wish yourself luck.
Pd: I’m already on almost 100 humbling moments, I don’t wannabe lose that list EVER.
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