February 28 2023 in My life

It has been well over a year since we’ve been “flirty”. I mean I have told him I miss him and I have told him on several occasions that I love him even though I haven’t said it much. My reasoning for that is I feel like I was lied to about him and her. I question what it really was. So I’m not rewarding him by saying my heart out loud only to find out later I was lied to. Now him not saying he loves me is just him punishing me or he has found someone else.