content in Just my life :(

been feeling alone lately.having a hard time dealing with the fact that people grow apart.Weirdest thing is the people I’m sad of loosing are also the people who have hurt me most in life.I’m super shy so I don’t know how to make new friends so I guess you could say I’m content with the ones I have but this truly can’t be a healthy feeling because I’m always crying about the pain I feel.I’ve always enjoyed keeping a personal diary so I thought now could be the time I share it.