And away it goes in The Monster

So....everything I've done to build up my life to help make me happy has started to slip away from me. I've lost my positions in this one game I've worked hard for for about 5 months now. So yeah.....I lost almost everything in that game. I'm highly stressed out, and games no longer help me calm down, in fact I'm rather bored by them at the moment :/

Also most of the other things I've done to build up my life have started to slip away as well. So yeah, I'm actually kinda afraid. I'm afraid I'll become what I was last year at this time. I don't want to be like that again.