Left and Right in Everything and Nothing

Left of this
Right there
Hand held apology
Your grievance boxed

Emotionally wrapped
Pattern shot
Tears stored
Nothing is welcome here

I am me, only me
Pieces, silently fall
Waiting for their demise

Emotionally vacant
Patterns fall
Tears gone
Like me
Fading, always

I am me, just me
Pattern locked
Tears aren’t forgiving
I’m stuck digging down
What is wrong with me?