23:50Im kinda tired and I wanna sleep so I’ll be fast.
I met the 3s today, Matro came too. Of course, it’s not the same as before, and we have changed and see each other less, but I’m optimistic and I think our friend group (the 3s, not all the big group which included vicky, who we talked a lot about today) will most surely keep going.
I do feel a bit ugly w my face and looks, but I felt really attractive. I do think I kinda have an attractive body so my body confidence problems are getting better. I did eat less this week, but I’m also less hungry.
I get anxious bout training n shi, I have championship next Sunday, and the Sunday after the party but I don’t wanna go to neither. But I have to cause I’m already way too far.
Also, regarding ig, Mara from training sent a friend request. I don’t like her at all, she’s full on choni, but I’ll have to accept her. I don’t wanna create a second account and I want it to be my last resource, but I also don’t wanna spam best friends. I’ll surely do that and only post on best friends. I unfollowed like 6 people today, I’ll do that more often. Same w best friends n taking people out.
I didn’t think bout B too much this weekend.
It’s been another really unproductive weekend, as always. My anxiety from people at home and having things to do doesn’t let me do anything, the internet problems don’t help at all.
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