So ive been a good girl and i have a night of weakiness, i wouldnt even call it that. I need, want that release of sex. Technically i got it. But it wasnt this wonderful mind blowing experience..but a means. It gets so frustrating. I had a awesome FWB. I rarely left unsatisfied. It was rough and intense, And i loved every minute of it. The only thing was missing, was that connection on another level. I wanted something more, not from him but to find the guy that i was connected with and amazing sex. This guy, hes hot and things are good but not great. like it did hte job. Most fail and i leave unfulfilled. It makes me want to just give up sex all together. Sigh why cant i just find this awesome guy with amazing dick? Why does it feel like im asking to much for both. Cry.
other news my car is broken down 3 hours away. My kids have proven to be the highlight of my day, every day otrher than poopy diapers.
My moms health is in question but i am trying to do what i can there.
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