what keeps me going in Depression

In two weeks I'll be 18. I honestly didn't think I would make it to 18. It just didn't seem possible. But now it does. Even though I'm feeling horrible, I have the probability of new meds to look forward to. I know drugs don't help everyone but I've been on a low dose for a good while now and at the beginning I noticed a change. I do believe that they will help. They'll help me to feel able to help myself. Because right now it's just too hard. I need a kick. So at the moment the only things keeping me sane are my tv shows. I've just been watching them all the time, escaping into their worlds. And when I'm not watching them, I'm drawing, which is another way I escape. The comments and followers on my art instagram really help me to keep going. As dumb as it may sound to some, it's so encouraging to have so many people believe that what you're doing is beautiful or pretty or special. (My instagram is @drawingsby_st in case anyone was wondering! ) I'll write again soon. Thank you for the lovely comments <3