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Pretty good but i feel full of sugar and I’m listening to ofc no. 6.
Just wanna say that I felt a few things today.
I kinda felt sad when looking at grandma, I think I love her because she evokes good feelings on me but she also makes me feel sad because she herself feels lonely. I think in incapable of either loving a family member or feeling right empathy. Idk which one that was.
This was more of an intrusive thought but what if B and everybody I. General I’m starting to hang out with are not as good people as they look like to me right now?
Anyways today’s dilemma: There’s a sleepover with the tech class on M3’s place on the 7th. B is going. I kinda wanna go because of B but I also kinda don’t wanna go because it’s a sleepover and it’s at M3’s and Rosemary’s and M4 is going n stuff and they are not like me at all
We are very duff people and it might be uncomfortable.
Well that’s kinda it. I felt good, worse than yesterday but still not do bad.
I don’t wanna train tomorrow morning.
I love the feeling of warm bed clothing around me.
I did feel pretty alone and crave some love today (but less than I used to)
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