23:12
Kinda tired, no. 6 playing tho i had a kinda ok day.
Today i was pretty happy except for an anxiety attack this afternoon.
I had to do some technology homework but the computer wasn’t working, mom lent me hers and it also didn’t work. I had an attack because that was due tomorrow. It also got worse when B talked on the class group chat, because he was having a bad day today and if he had to do some work I could not do I’d feel horrible, I don’t want him to do more than he can handle. At the end M3 had some free time and she did what we needed to finish. She’s my idol and I’m her idol, she’s great.
Objectively talking, I’m tho one with best grades and most free time so it would makes sense that I take a lotta homework, but I should be even doing more for the group. What I don’t want is others getting stressed by things I can help with, specially B who is my fixation, that was hard.
B talks with many people, today I felt closer to him than ever since he even talked to me bout his problems, but every time I remember how many friends he has, I feel even less significant.
Imma start writing philosophical sht on a duff place.
I also feel less like writing, I was expecting this to happen. I’m still going to update my life, but maybe less frequently and I’ll try to spend less time.
I gotta do abs and exercise and stuff. I also gotta do a ritual, tomorrow I have 2 exams and I haven’t studied for none. I’ll bring some thyme.
23:18
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