22:27
Just more complaining.
Gotta get up 4 training tomorrow.im not very tired physically but I’m totally drained. I’m a capable of putting effort in studying and feel down. No. 6 playing ofc.
The situation w my envy is unsustainable. B and S sit together in every class.
I’m not doing anything by complaining to nobody on the internet, I’m just making myself feel better by writing what I feel so I can justify myself
I want to be them, TV girl just played now and those lyrics are way too much me. “You don’t know how long I could stare into your picture, and wish that it was me”. I need help, medical, friends, I don’t care but if I try to go by myself it’s impossible. I don’t know what in gonna do if they don’t tell me to go out this weekend cos the 3s ain’t going out much lately.
I’m addicted to my depression. I’ve already accepted I’ll live with it, even tho idk how. Everytime I get a notification I check as fast as I can, hoping is S, it’s never him. It hurts, today in class, it felt as if a thick stake got deeper and deeper into my chest.
At this point, I’m just writing this as therapy.
22:34
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