6/12/22 in Myself

Revised: 12/06/2022 9:29 p.m.

  • Dec. 6, 2022, 6 a.m.
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Nothing new.

I wiped out everyone at training today.

I ended up super tired.

I tried to do homework but I could not because I had no energy at all.

I read a bit and played a lot.

I felt really bad today. I was holding my tears the whole day, but crying when I actually want to is impossible. I’m cold.

B JUST ANSWERED MY STORY

22:29

22:31

He’ll prolly take a while to answer.

I waited all the day, hoping S asked me to hang out with B and maybe some more people. He obviously didn’t.

I said this yesterday but i need a bestfriend. I envy their relationship so much, they are so close to each other. But I feel I’m incapable of having friends.

I am not empathic, but more cold and people think I just don’t care about them.

I have a hard time understanding emotions.

Nobody understands me, or at least nobody tries to.

I’m afraid of expressing my emotions.

I have the full combo damn. Imma go to sleep now, I ain’t doing nothing productive by staying up just to cry.

I’m really cold lately.
December is rough.

22:36


Last updated December 06, 2022


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