A Selfish Confession in My Bad Thoughts

Revised: 11/26/2022 10:49 p.m.

  • Nov. 26, 2022, midnight
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I despise your selfishness. And I despise how happy you are leeching off people while you only take and take. They probably forgot about people like you when they said “Be You.” , nobody should be like you. Nonetheless, I am impressed by your selfishness and lack of concern for anyone but yourself. I envy how you prioritize YOU over everyone else. How you take and take and never feel obligated to give back. And oh, how you can digest it all.

I am no good either. Having expectations from you doesn’t make me any better. It would mean that I only ever gave you because I wanted something in return. Am I just upset because you are a bad friend? or jealous because you never really thought of me as one?

Or am I simply irritated because I tried to be my best self for you but you were just focused on using me? Because that is how you operate; you do not seek relationships, but rather opportunities. And that is how you live your life. Maybe it’s not wrong, but I would never want to be you. So I’ll do my best to be the better man. To be not you.


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