Our first child in Be real don’t fear the truth

so are a little girl was born, and we returned home to our apartment. I was excited to be a mother, and my boyfriend was excited to be a father. I noticed a lot of differences in the way that he acted in front of his friends degrading me in Ways I was never familiar with. I thought to myself what am I doing wrong? I honestly lived a good childhood. I learned how to cook. I was working a job at an office now doing telesales and making pretty good money. My mother had to watch my daughter while I was at work, there was a day secretaries day at my workplace during lunch hour I took over for the secretary, just basic, filing, taking calls, getting supplies for copiers and fax machines, and a few other basic duties. Someone came to the door and it was a man delivering 12 dozen roses, and a gift card for a fancy restaurant for every worker at my office. When I came home, my husband thought it was odd that I came home with a dozen roses which I could understand we got into a major fight and he put his hands around my neck and asked if I was having an affair . The owner of this office his wife was a customer of my father-in-law who like my husband is a plumber. I told him to ask the woman he was working for if she wasn’t the one who sent everyone the roses and gift certificate the next day I had Marks around my neck. I didn’t understand and to this day I don’t. I’ve been quiet and always made an excuse when something would happen.
About a month after that, my husband felt I wasn’t making enough money. So I applied at a factory and got the job making a little more money than the office. I was very nervous. This is not the kind of job I was used to but to be able to buy the things my daughter would need a deemed it necessary.