Continuing Education in Be real don’t fear the truth

After dropping out of high school I worked at a Catalog Company Telemarketing I liked the job and learned so much in the years I worked there. I decided to go and get My GED and passed 2nd highest in my class which I felt like I conquered this 1 battle. I was sent for 1 semester and loved college . I began wanting to go for Political Science. I Then met a boy though one of my friends. I remember that day he had picked me up and we met. He had a party at his house and I remember getting dressed in a black mini skirt and sweater . I wasn’t a drinker but had smoked a joint with him and others . I definitely was not with the program but he respected me and drove me home . He led me to his bedroom and I was intoxicated yet knew enough I didn’t want to give myself to him that night .
We did alot of outdoor stuff and on occasion he’d have a temper. It was something I honestly never seen before. He would apologize and things would be better .
At 19 I decided college was closer from his Mothers many apartments so we decided to move in together. He had parties and we were teens we also loved going camping with his coworker who was a wine maker he worked for his dad and had plenty of acres to have alot of fun at. Live music passing around different wines and of course a bit of weed . This particular time we went We came home and got stuff ready for new semester and I felt sick. I was pregnant . My parents were upset with me for moving out but how could I tell them I the diabetic is pregnant. I felt sick during this pregnancy and at 4 months I had lost twins. It was my birthday and I was in a hospital to get a procedure done as I am on a maternity ward. Hearing babies cry and women screaming through labor and me as young as I was I hurt . WE continued school and there were arguments that I probably couldn’t have kids and I took that to heart . Yet I remember school and being told no you can’t such as the ski club . I didn’t take you can’t as a threat rather I proved everyone wrong. With skiing , with school holding a job. To me Can’t means won’t and I am a go getter .
6 weeks later I had gone to a local drug store to buy 2 pregnancy tests and both within that 2 minute span turned to a plus. I was pregnant and happy we planned it . I remember going to my parents house and walking in the kitchen having a cup of tea with my parents. My mother always had cooked and tea biscuits for such occasions. My dad said you are glowing I giggled and my Mom did the same and the question come out from my Dad,” How far along are you?” I still do t know how he knew but my dad knew I was pregnant . I asked that they keep it quiet as I had lost the twins 2 months prior.
My mother in law I didn’t have a great relationship until some time went by but she had alot of bad to say. We attended classes to be married and she wouldn’t sign the paper with the priest. So our wedding was on hold and just taking care of myself was my main concern.
The 5th of February I went to the doctor and they wanted me to get an amniocentesis which I was against. However, the doctor felt my baby girl was ready to come into this world.Inducing my 36 year labor they were going to give me a C-section and the epidural inserted in my spine did something . The doctors said your 10cn start pushing.
A child is born .