Once again in In dreams

Once again, I dreamt about my ex. I feel guilty because at random times, I really miss my ex even though he treated me like crap at a lot of times. In this dream, he was actually trying to get me back and stuff and then I think I had another dream where I literally knew I was dying, but not from like cancer or anything but just DYING. Random people in the dream were signifying that I was going to die and I remember when I was about to die, everything was going black. It was literally oblivion.

Then, before all that, I met alanis morrisette and went up to her and told her how great she was and how I like you oughtta know, so much. Which I do. I love her.

SOO fucking weird.