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Physically tired, as it is now usual. No. 6 playing. Mentally slightly tired, also as it has become usual.
Things today. The goddamn math exam.
Okay so last Friday we had a math exam and I was literally so confident that was a 10/10 I literally walked out the room with 20mins left of recess and everything was perfect (I didn’t go telling everyone but this I’ll explain later). Okay, so today, math teacher walks in, hands me the exam: 85%.
Turs out I never turned the page and thit all the 8 exercises from the first page but didn’t even see exercise 9. I’m still processing this. It was my first mthfucking 10 of the year and I’ve been stolen again.
Now a new dilemma: How to not be hated because of having good grades while everybody struggles to go past the 30%.
If someone asks me how an exam went ill have to options: Lying and saying it went bad (I won’t, I prefer been seen badly than actively lying) or saying the truth, of course, avoiding getting into much detail. So this means my responses will be like “it went good” or “pretty much OK” while some of them still hate me. My first proof was Sh today. She was kinda having a bad time at chemistry today and every time I opened my mouth she went like “you can’t talk couse yu still getting 9,5s” and she’s saying all the truth. I don’t want to be seen as rude or vanidous or egocentric so I try to avoid those questions, but still, I can’t help it but feel bad when someone asks.
The thing is something I should be proud about is being hidden because I fear people will hate me for having it.
Also I have come to the excuse/conclusion that my academic intelligence is this high to compensate for my unexistant emotional intelligence. Hopefully this “inferior superiority” thing will make them feel better with themselves.
I was gonna do gym but I don’t feel like it.
Tomorrow is the orientation race. I thing Imma get pickao, I feel like it.
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