22:48
I think I’ll start going through all days chronologically. I’m physically tired and mentally tired too, I’ve slept fairly enough but not much and I’m listening to no. 6.
This morning I got bus and metro to go with B to that math thing. The metro and bus ride was normal, the class was also normal but I don’t know how to explain how I felt with B. I mean he’s a nice guy and I do like being around but I grew a new thought. He has a lot of friends, I mean A Lot, like Matr. I started thinking that I might worry and care and think about B and Matt and that kind of people more than they do for me, not because they don’t like me, but because they are always with other people. What I mean is, I feel unimportant and maybe even prescindible.
Then I got bus and walked to have lunch with my grandparents, it went as always. I stayed at home, played video games, and I was planning to do my homework but I saw the questions on the Leng activities and had a total breakdown beacuase I didn’t even know what the fuck it meant. The same w the speaking presentation for Reimon, my notebook wa sopen for 5 hours but I didn’t write a single word.
Father left and told us to order dinner, brother did and, of course, it never arrived. I hope we could be more normal, this kind of things always happen to my family. It’s like we are a magnet for “exceptional” situations (like not getting ordered food). This isn’t something of vital importance but this kind of things make me extremely nervous and anxious.
Im already at bed because it wouldn’t make sense to just stay watching tiktok 2 hours. I just got a message from myu right now, she’s been really nice lately. Well what I last wanted to say was that I tried to bring the topic of our fanfics since it also counts and CAS project so yk, productivity.
Thrift shopping and lunch w 3s tomorrow.
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