positive in Book 1

my name is travis. i have good things in my life. my family (while a boatload of assholes) are healthy. i have a handful of good friends who really care about me. i own more books than i ever dreamed i would and i love sitting with them and smelling them and reading them and looking at them. i am almost done paying off the last debt (my school loan) that i have. paying it is improving my credit. i own a motorcycle, a truck, and my old jeep. i owe nothing on them, they are all mine. i love all three of them. having them and driving them makes me happy. i am in good physical shape. i run, and work out, and eat well and take care of myself. i am one of the smartest people you will ever meet (although sometimes im less sure that is a good thing.) my mother and father, while both old and hate each other, are relatively healthy for their age, have decent jobs and homes, and are visited relatively often by their families. i usually work less than 6 months out of the year and still have enough money to travel and have fun. one of my most consistent jobs involves skiing all day everyday all winter long. i have free time to run and hike and rock climb and ski and hang out with my friends and read and ride my motorcycle and sit back and stare at the clouds. i enjoy woodcarving and make some beautiful little trinkets and they make me happy. i am going to spend the next three months in vermont at my friends beautiful farmhose hanging out with him and random friendly people who stay at his inn. i will swim and run and hike and workout and read and carve and sit by the stream everyday. i will work on the nearby farm and eat delicious tomatoes and squash and corn and eggplant. i have friends all around the world and country who i can and will go and hang out with. i live the life that everyone i know is jealous of. my best friend is getting married next week and he is very happy and i am happy to see him happy. my brother just got his dream job and is happy. i get a generally positive response from pretty girls i talk to. i can afford to do things that 80% of the world population cant even dream of and i only make 20,000$ a year. i am 30 years old and have been to three continents and probably a dozen countries. i speak a foreign language. i am regarded as interesting, smart, worldy, open minded, handsome, fit, kind, well read, and fun by those who know me and those who meet me. i have made friends and connections in this world that make my life more interesting and fun and open up more opportunities. i am well liked. people seem to be happy when i am around. people care about me. i am worth something. i am a productive person. my friends appreciate me. my family needs me. people are jealous of me. people are jealous of my lifestyle. i am worth something. i am worth something. i am worth something. i am worth something