23:38
Ill try to be fast cause writing this feels tiring this late.
Today I hate a lot 2 things of myself.
Of course my body but mainly my face.
And a new one, my clothes, like I’d love to go thrift shopping and spend 100 bucks ond old shit that I’d love wearing but I don’t have the money and I don’t have the liberty (dad).
Father and brothers dilemma was present today too. They treat me like shit and I treat them like shit in response but I feel guilty and they don’t. I believe it’s related to me being conscious of it and then being not.
I had a phylosophy test today, around a 6 or 7. The main class thing that happened today. Apart from fucking reimon getting us 4 appointments. I hate that guy omg please I’d take 10h of math before 1h of his class.
I’m tired af from school and I’m sleeping kinda bad and everything but yk keep going. I wanna leave home, I wanna buy clothes and change my appearance, I want my hair longer. All that.
I also had a typology crisis like 1h ago, I don’t know a shit bout analytic psychology now.
That’s all for today. Kinda excited for next Tuesdays thing w my class on the middle of nowhere since I’ve never done orientation races and I think it might be cool.
23:44
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