7/11/22 in Myself

23:13
Today was normal, pretty happy and everything for being a monday. I got a lot into magic this weekend and I love it. I tried aunt’s ritual for luck before an interview, but with today’s chemistry exam and I think it worked wonders. I want to read more about magic and typology but I feel like I have no time. I also want to hang out more with the 3 sw but I don’t have time and feel bad when vmgoing out if I’m with dad.
I’m still trying to handle my envtyand avarice but it’s hard. I really wish a lot and I can’t have it. It hurts. I sometimes randomly feel in the edge of crying and sometimes feel very happy around some people. It’s weird but it’s my reality now and I’ll embrace it if I have to. There’s some pressure on me for getting people to fall in love with each other w magic and other stuff but again I don’t have time. My main problem right now is not enough time.
23:18