$100.00
1/2 & 1/2
Cinnamon Bread (Nature’s Own)
Small sugar
Bottled water
Bagels
Cream cheese
Fruits & Veggies ( strawberries + apples)
Milk
Cereal
Powdered laundry soap
Juice
Cheese
Bread
Bleu Cheese
Crackers
Chunky Chkn Noodle
T.P.
Vics
Gatorade•Blue
So far I can’t think of too much to write about.
Well, that’s not true but I don’t know how to begin. I’m 21 years old and I’m living in an apt with Nelson in Springfield at the moment. (I’m writing this like a letter right now, I guess.) My mom bought me this journal and it had a note attached to it ( the one I pasted in the back) so I can I have something to write in since she and I both know I have a lot to write about. Assuming I will have my journals forever, I’ll explain things even though I know what happened. I’ve been struggling with a bad opiate addiction for five years now and a few weeks ago… Actually, at this point almost a month ago, I got fed up and check myself into a mental hospital to detox.
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More about that later! Do you know what was actually really good?! Take a plain club cracker and top it with bleu cheese crumbles and a slice of a Macintosh apple. Yum! Especially with some wine. I’ve been trying to eat, sleep and exercise regularly. It truly does have so much to do with your emotional state. Oh yeah, also I like to melt dove milk chocolate and swirl strawberries in that for chocolate covered strawberries. Yum! If this was a book someone was reading I’m sure they would be thinking… OK… This is pretty uneventful. I’ll write about it at some point; especially the funny shit that happened in the hospital but for now I am just sick of recounting it so many times. Tomorrow’s plan is to eat breakfast, take a little walk, take a Naltroxene (MAKE MYSELF!!!!) Really, Milhouse just do it. Paint or something during the day. Have a nice dinner, go to a meeting (again, just make yourself!) and then just relax until it’s time to smoke myself to sleep.
OCT-13-2010
I had all the plans of stuff to do today but the “MTV Documentary” thing flashed up and I said, “if it’s Fat Camp, I’m not doing shit today.” Guess what it is….?!
OCT-16-2010
I was depressed today ( I swear b/c that apt. has
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