It’s been almost a year since I crashed my car and for the most part, I have been mentally okay. I haven’t really thought about doing anything stupid.... well until today. I think being back in this town has triggered a lot of past emotions. Because I have no reason to be sad right now besides the Logan situation. I have every reason to be happy; Billy loves his new job, the new apartment hype, family reunions. Except I’m not quite happy for some fucking stupid reason. I’m drowning in it all.
I talked to Bri and she thinks it’s my ptsd and the fact I have always ran away from here and my problems. And on top of that it’s this time of year. (Oct-Dec) where all my abandonment issues and memories come back to haunt me.
too tired to write more.
ill try to write tm
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