September 12th in General
- Sept. 12, 2022, 7:39 p.m.
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Today is three years since Sandy committed suicide.
While I have come to accept it, it doesn’t mean I am not still angry about it.
She had so many people who loved her.
I was planning a trip to Arizona to visit that October. That trip, obviously never happened.
I still have the voice mail from her friend, Laura asking me to call her.
When I did, I got the news. My head hit the wall above the thermostat between the kitchen and the living room.
Waves of grief and disbelief washed over me.
I couldn’t stop moving for two days.
Jinn ⋅ September 12, 2022 (edited September 12, 2022)
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I am sorry. Suicide is never painless. Not for them and not for the people who loved them.
Telstar ⋅ September 13, 2022
Sorry.
Lost a friend back when we were in our 30s. Always wondered if there wasn't something I could have done.