random release.. in The random functions of my inner mind

I feel as if my mind is rushing and never stops, I’m always trying to think about something or process another thing. mostly anxiety about what I could be forgetting or how to handle whatever situation I get thrown into. I’ve never been the best with any confrontation whether it be good or bad. and well for the longest time I’ve been able to just let it out in writing form. I’ve got journals on top of journals but now I just never seem to have the motivation to let the words flow. I say its cause I never have time, I do tho I have plenty of time. I really hope its just a block that leaves because I miss my writing creativity.