NOTHING NEW. .. in Muddling Through As Best I Can
- June 12, 2014, 12:04 p.m.
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Well here I am for my 17th day in a row at work. I'm a little tired but nothing major, I think it's probably more mental than physical. I'm starting to feel the need for a day off though. I'm really enjoying my new car despite all the midlife crisis jokes. For the first time in almost twenty years I got something I actually wanted instead of just something that would make do. The boys are well, nothing new going on there. Brad is working, Brian is still considering options. My eldest, Brandon, is looking for a new job. Told Gail we need to reevaluate our relationship. Living together is just not for me, and there are just too many things going on at home I don't care for. She asked me to give it a month to see if I feel the same then. I agreed, but my mind its pretty set. I've never lived with a woman I wasn't married to, and it just isn't in my comfort zone. I don't judge other people's decisions on that score, it just isn't for me. We will see how it pans out.
Deleted user ⋅ June 12, 2014
i was raised that you don't live with someone until you get married. and i guess i just assumed that i agreed with that just because i didn't know anything else. that is until i got married. i mean, it's alot harder to agree to forever when it's so easy to go home at the end of the night. happily ever after or not, i hope this experience has the right endin for you.