I need some advice in diary

Hello, I recently had a Tinderdate with a guy I experienced on our date as really sweet, caring, self-reflected, intersting, I already think we have a lot in common. The date was super nice and chill and we had a easy and good time. Anyways, I am so anxious about every second date I ever have. Usually my first dates go very well and I feel comfortable and the conversations flow but when it comes to the second date that is where it stops. I barely ever have any third Dtae. And it happens always again and again and again, and now I am already so scared about it, that I already presume it will have a bad ending, just because my mind is freaking me out. I am not even afraid of getting rejected actually because I am pretty fine by myself and I don’t want anything psecific from the people I date, I just want to truly get to know new people and make meaningful connections. But here am i having a little mental crisis stressing out about , maybe I should already cut it, so nothing bad can happen. The thought of experiencing this again makes me so numb and insecure. Does anyone maybe know this feeling or could help me to relax. I am spinning these thoughts since as long as I remebermy last relationship is already 4 years ago, since then I haven’t had any romantic relatinship with anyone at all. I want it to change!!!