Where are we in Everything and Nothing

become
judged
carrying the thoughts of others
look
shoot
see that line that was supposed to be you
sick
weary
these cant be real feelings because I am nothing
nothing
screaming
where am I when so much of this is me
alone
angry
pushing everything down so I can keep my head above
thoughts
disbelief
falling down hands and knees
fear
control
I’m fading this smile is definitely not clear
sunrise
sunset
I live somewhere the sun moon the one I talk to
pencil
digital
someone please tell me where we are