Feeling Sad in Why i feel my life is a drama‼️‼️

Iam not getting jobs and none of the people around me is valuing..I don’t care about them but sometimes it hurts when your parents don’t value you…Also feeling Sad because I no longer want to attend my cousins marriage… Everyone will be blabbering about when will be my marriage and I hate thatt ....I don’t want to meet my cousins.... No one value mee😶😶