169.4 in Operation: lose baby weight

  • June 4, 2014, 1:35 p.m.
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Well if that number doesn't just piss me off...

I'm hoping it's just because I drank more water than normal. I typically drink between 75-100 ounces of water a day. Last night I drank around 125. But it was hot on our walk and I drank a ton at dinner. I made this pasta that ended up being really spicy. It was good, not healthy, but still good. And hot! I also ate more of it than I should have so that's probably where the extra pound is coming from.

I know i need to stop weighing myself everyday because it's becoming an obsession. But my son is 3.5 months old and I feel like I should be much closer to my pre pregnancy weight than I am. I still have 25 pounds to go, plus an extra 15 to get to where I really am comfortable. I really wanted to be there by July, when I go back to work but that is obviously not going to happen.

I'm just used to being thin. I was 125-132 my whole life and 169 is just so uncomfortable for me. I don't even feel like myself and I hate that I gained so much with the pregnancy.

And I'm impatient. In the past, I resorted to diet pills to lose weight. The one I liked is no longer on the market so I'm on my own. And I know it's going to take a while but I just want to feel lIke myself again :-(


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